absolutum dominium

Boy oh boy if you think Dragonboat is bad, you haven't come to Law School.

But before I pique your interest further, just a quick recap. Ooh I took Wenya's advice. Caught the last shuttle bus back to hall last night and came back to YIH around 11am today. SIANZ. YIH is damn SIANZ. And Cindy has been going on about her "Stop Snacking!" mantra ever since yesterday... or was it the day before?

But I couldn't help it. I had a panic attack. By a panic attack I mean butterflies in the stomach brain going into overdrive and mind repeating the words: "I'mfuckedI'mfuckedI'mfuckedI'mfuckedI'mfuckedI'mfuckedI'mfucked" over and over and over again.

When tt happens I need chocolate to calm myself down.

I think it gave me a sugar rush though.

Left together with Wendz for our exams; hers @ Arts, mine at MPSH 6. If you think 2pm is early, you don't know Law students. More than half the cohort is there way before 2! Hahaha. But tt said, the paper was bad. I expected difficult, I got difficult. I got questions that I didn't know how to answer, or if I could answer the first part, I couldn't answer the rest, and I had to make up scenarios. I didn't cite much, I don't know where some of the concepts that I got came from exactly, me being me I miscounted my time limit again and ended up rushing my 2nd question... And I'll be lucky to get a fucking C for this module. 8 credits. Bye bye 2nd uppers.

But I shall dwell no more on this. After tt I had an early dinner at Munchies with James. Satisfied my craving for spaghetti carbonara, calamari (it's nice btw) and a bananana split. Wahaha. And managed to catch up with James too! :)

Boy oh boy did we have a lot to talk about. I'm so glad tt I'm out of the Law School circle. At least they don't gossip about me coz I'm "so low on the radar now", because according to James and Debbie no one is spared! Wahaha. But unfortunately James is not a bitch, so it's so hard to divulge info from him.

And I'm so slow. There are 16 couples in law school from my year alone (excluding the inter-year couples). Talk about inbreeding. And a 3-pair increase from last year (meaning from July). So I was naming one couple that I had observed, and James was like "That one so long already! Now then you know?" And then he named 1 more and I was like, "Huh? Again? How many already? (girlfriends)" And he named the 3rd one and I was like, "NOOOOOO." (I.e. Russell Peters in his Chinaman "Be a man, do the right thing" 'Nooooo'.) "How can? What does *she* see in *him*?"

And of course, James will, like everyone else I've been talking to so far, say: "Izzy ah Izzy. Looks isn't everything you know." ;)

So out of self-preservation I asked him if any gossip was gonig on about me. Of course, not anymore, coz I'm never around enough. So I say, "Good. Then I'm totally unnoticeable."

And then he goes, "That's where you're wrong. Most people in Law School read your blog."

Me: "..."

Me: "What??? Who???"

James: rattles off a few names.

Me: "..."

Me: "..."

Me: "..."

Me: "...Really???"

Me: "...How come they never say Hi to me?" :(

BTW, I was on a sugar high just now.

I'm so glad I changed blog address. I'm googling this blog to make sure it doesn't appear on Google for as long as possible.

P.S. Melissa babe, thanks for the letter. :) It's made me feel better. I'm not instant mee, I know. And I'm not that strong, I know. Thank you babe.

And Jane if you're reading this, I'm heeding your advice. You're right babe. Sometimes it's a lot easier to not be so guarded. You feel a lot lighter.

And ARGH. I HATE it tt some girls are stick-thin and have fucking BIG BOOBS. *wail* *pout* *consumed with jealousy*