absolutum dominium

they say you never really appreciate just what you have until it's gone.
i don't want to wait till you're gone.

i once told someone tt my biggest fear about us was not tt you would end up hurting me, but rather tt i would end up hurting you. because i think i don't know how to love you right. i don't know how to treasure you and appreciate you the way i should.

and i was right. i hurt you. and it was the lowest feeling i had ever felt in a long long time. i caused the person who loved me the most the worst kind of pain.

you should have walked away from me. and i know i would deserve it.

but you're still here. you're still waiting, amidst the rain.

much more than i deserve.

STORM
- Lifehouse

how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean's shapeless form
water's getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I'd see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and everything will be alright

I know you didn't
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I'm so used to living underneath the surface

if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I see you
the storminess will turn to light

and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright

and I will walk on water
you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
everything's alright

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and i will walk on water.
and you will catch me if i fall.