Thursday, October 27, 2005
just had a conversation with someone i used to like a lot, but with whom i guess it just wasn't meant to be. i promised tt i would wait till he was ready, i promised tt we would take it slowly, i promised a lot... but sometime a couple of months ago i finally stopped believing and i decided to stop allowing myself to be in emotional turmoil anymore, and i quietly let go. and then i found my boy, and tt was tt.
but when i talk to him and i hear some things tt are being said, and i wonder if i had been too hasty in assuming tt all was dead and could never be revived. i wonder if i had been too hasty in giving up too fast, too soon.
but it's too late now for second guesses i guess, apart from the wistful wonder tt comes from an encounter with an old friend who used to mean so much more than tt.
besides, i am happy.
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
but when i talk to him and i hear some things tt are being said, and i wonder if i had been too hasty in assuming tt all was dead and could never be revived. i wonder if i had been too hasty in giving up too fast, too soon.
but it's too late now for second guesses i guess, apart from the wistful wonder tt comes from an encounter with an old friend who used to mean so much more than tt.
besides, i am happy.
# posted by Kitana @ 10/27/2005 11:11:00 AM 
