absolutum dominium

and it seems every young canadian kid i know went to the arts county fair. whoopie and thank god. i suppose with my aspirations of extermination brought to the forefront again, it was a wiser choice for them to fully disappear by 12.30pm.

went for my last fundamentalism class; nothing too spectacular, but a nice end to a nice semester with the artist formally known as steven wrexler. and after tt because diana believed tt we ought not to subscribe to the stereotype of the typical asian nerd and spend our last day of class in the library (but at the same time did not agree to my suggestion of going clubbing tonight), we decided to go catch a movie.

we watched ice age 2, a nice, cute and unthinking movie with my fave prehistoric squirrel. forgettable, but leaves you with a nice warm fuzzy feeling. a welcome change from discussing money and the further ills of government and politics. dinner was at our fave jap restaurant on robson st, and dessert for me was 2 large scoops of maple walnut and strawberry cheesecake ice-cream from the rocky mountain chocolate factory.

and now, it is back to the stereotypes of the typical asian nerd.

i feel sian. tired, sian, irritable, marginally depressed. and all these negative emotions are but a state of mind, and it's not the need to study tt is causing them, but just the general idea tt we're taking life and the situations tt are outside of our sphere of control much too fucking seriously.

fuck it. right now just fuck it.

so tt i can return to my former disposition in peace.