absolutum dominium

if you are reading this post, either i must have given you the new blog address, or you must have entered from one of my photologs. all the same, the point has been made. i told myself i might never do this again, but i have.

1 year down, and i have moved.

i succumbed to the fear of reprisal, no matter how baseless it might possibly be. out of unthinking fear i did what i once swore i would never do, and i deleted previous posts tt reflected my honest opinion about the unhappy state of affairs.

and once deleted they can never be reclaimed.

i don't want to have to delete another post again. i don't want to have to self-censor again. the acting on unthinking fear, disgusts me. it means i am little better than the sheep - nay, cows - who knowingly acted on this same kind of fear and chose the chains tt will bind us for the next 5 years.

and so i have decided tt i should move to a place where i have more privacy. where my dominion is more my sanctuary than a book for the world to peruse and to comment on at their own anonymous pleasure.

if you are here, you are privy to my sanctuary. and for this reason, i don't want this blog publicised. if you had previously linked me in any way, remove all links. i prefer to forgo the risks.

thought control? i do not subscribe to the concept. here i refuse to let my thoughts or convictions be fettered by the heavy manacles tt those who cruelly abuse the law. and for this reason, this space must be sacrosanct.

please respect my opinion.

as for my day:

the day was... okay. we went for mass in the morning downtown @ richards st, my parents and i. we had dimsum for lunch, but my dad and i had another nasty quarrel at the table about his unhappiness with my spendthrift and fuckcare attitude, among the other usual detestable qualities.

following tt, we adjourned to richmond for my mom to do more heavy-duty shopping at richmond centre, while my dad still required my opinion on shoe-shopping. early evening saw us re-gather for me and my mom to do laundry, and then we went for dinner at the same chinese restaurant.

and then it was back to the apartment.

tomorrow morning we will be travelling to whistler. am not sure for how long i might be uncontactable.

james gomez has been arrested and his passport and boarding pass to switzerland confiscated, in what appears to me to be the pettiest most cruel form of revenge i have ever seen. i feel sickened to my stomach. this is what we chose, after all. this is what fear, stupidity and ignorance chose, and it makes me sick tt we as singaporeans have no fucking balls or principles.

but anger aside, the mica's threats upon the bloggers are soon to be manifest. so i had to take caution, explaining this move.

i need you now. i really do.