Sunday, May 01, 2005
i'm whole, but i feel a little broken
a little incomplete, like something is missing in my life.
a little lost, unsure of my place in this world.
it's all because of you, coz i know i can't have you.
like a spoilt child without its plaything, i choose to pout and sulk.
i want to forget, to fill the spaces in-between with something temporal.
i know it won't last and i know the danger i face.
"life without regrets".
i can't keep waiting. i'm tired and lost.
i can be strong and cheerful, and i know this is a weak moment, but right now i see no other way.
if i can forgive myself, then forgive me.
i am going to paper over the cracks for now, even if they will still exist, and still be there. at least to take my mind off of the vacuum.
a little lost, unsure of my place in this world.
it's all because of you, coz i know i can't have you.
like a spoilt child without its plaything, i choose to pout and sulk.
i want to forget, to fill the spaces in-between with something temporal.
i know it won't last and i know the danger i face.
"life without regrets".
i can't keep waiting. i'm tired and lost.
i can be strong and cheerful, and i know this is a weak moment, but right now i see no other way.
if i can forgive myself, then forgive me.
i am going to paper over the cracks for now, even if they will still exist, and still be there. at least to take my mind off of the vacuum.
# posted by Kitana @ 5/01/2005 02:03:00 AM 
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'life without regrets' is never easy to live by ... that is why i said it was my motto when i was 16, only one year ... life never promised us cookies and cream, just know that you're not alone; and when life gets tough, you always have people who love you. they're all here. all with you.
hey bro, i know... thanks for the post of reassurance. i still haven't met up with you yet. will save a weekend for a long coffee-and-chat session soon.
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