Wednesday, May 18, 2005
the result of boredom
...it seems i have yet to achieve any of my post-exam goals.
yet.
tamade.
p.s. blogging seems to be an inconsistent thing with me right now. there is so much happening and so much i want to say, yet for some reason i don't say it anymore. i feel so accomplished, yet so lost. so fulfilled, yet so empty. i'm confused now, really really confused.
if it's a question of out of sight and out of mind, then why don't i ever seem able to let go? it's better now than it used to be, but subconsciously you've never left. even now i still look out for you, still see you in other people i meet along the way, still wonder about you, still get emotionally affected by you much more than i should.
it frustrates me, but yet i can't blame you for remembering me.
why do i feel so empty?
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
yet.
tamade.
Your #1 Match: INTP |
The Thinker You are analytical and logical - and on a quest to learn everything you can. Smart and complex, you always love a new intellectual challenge. Your biggest pet peeve is people who slow you down with trivial chit chat. A quiet maverick, you tend to ignore rules and authority whenever you feel like it. You would make an excellent mathematician, programmer, or professor. |
Your #2 Match: INFP |
The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Your #3 Match: ENTP |
The Visionary You are charming, outgoing, friendly. You make a good first impression. You possess good negotiating skills and can convince anyone of anything. Happy to be the center of attention, you love to tell stories and show off. You're very clever, but not disciplined enough to do well in structured environments. You would make a great entrpreneur, marketing executive, or actor. |
Your #4 Match: ISTP |
The Mechanic You are calm and collected, even in the most difficult of situations. A person of action and self-direction, you love being independent. To outsiders yous eem impulsive, surprising, and unpredictable. You are good at understanding how all things work, except for people. You would make an excellent pilot, forensic pathologist, or athlete. |
Your #5 Match: ENFP |
The Inspirer You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends. You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules. Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives. You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller! You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist. |
p.s. blogging seems to be an inconsistent thing with me right now. there is so much happening and so much i want to say, yet for some reason i don't say it anymore. i feel so accomplished, yet so lost. so fulfilled, yet so empty. i'm confused now, really really confused.
if it's a question of out of sight and out of mind, then why don't i ever seem able to let go? it's better now than it used to be, but subconsciously you've never left. even now i still look out for you, still see you in other people i meet along the way, still wonder about you, still get emotionally affected by you much more than i should.
it frustrates me, but yet i can't blame you for remembering me.
why do i feel so empty?
# posted by Kitana @ 5/18/2005 02:44:00 AM 
