Friday, June 17, 2005
the police is my calling
i have decided to stay single and unattached till the time i am at least 28. i want to marry myself to my future career in solving crimes and catching crooks, even if it means putting in 18 hour shifts all day every day every week.
i love the police.
i've seen so much more in 1 fucking night than i would ever have learnt in a whole year of law school. i've seen so many facets of society from the really downright moronic to those whom make you so sad coz the law is fucked up and doing your job is in itself kind of fucked. my beliefs in what i am doing have been both reaffirmed and broken down through what i've seen and what i have learnt. and i have met my role-model-to-be.
a guy who doesn't look like a cop, act like a cop, dress like a cop or talk like a cop. but he's done so much fucking more for the force and for society than people who do look act dress and talk like cops. i want to be like him, even if tt means signing my soul to the spf once i get it back from dragonboat and nus law. i want to work like him, think like him, be the kind of officer that he is.
johnny thinks i'm totally crazy over him (even though tt guy is 10 years older than me). maybe i am, coz i know i'm in love with his mind.
but tt's for another day. if anything, spf has a hell lot of eye candy. i told the guys my plans for the future which include staying single and devoting all my life to my cases. eye candy with no committment should be more than enough for me.
besides like johnny says... there's always ONS. ;)
well.........
ok. for now, pictures:
above: me and johnny. again. this time at echo division.
above: ivan, me , johnny, leng lee.
above: sama sama.
cheers.
i'd say more, but i'm too tired to blog out more. haven't slept more than 8 hours in 2 days. btw, watched both mr. and mrs. smith and batman begins. johnny and i fell asleep during the former. for the latter, expect to watch an action blockbuster and your expectations will be surpassed.
and what on earth is 'tao2 hua1 yun4'? johnny and ivan have been saying tt to me all day. ARGH.
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
i love the police.
i've seen so much more in 1 fucking night than i would ever have learnt in a whole year of law school. i've seen so many facets of society from the really downright moronic to those whom make you so sad coz the law is fucked up and doing your job is in itself kind of fucked. my beliefs in what i am doing have been both reaffirmed and broken down through what i've seen and what i have learnt. and i have met my role-model-to-be.
a guy who doesn't look like a cop, act like a cop, dress like a cop or talk like a cop. but he's done so much fucking more for the force and for society than people who do look act dress and talk like cops. i want to be like him, even if tt means signing my soul to the spf once i get it back from dragonboat and nus law. i want to work like him, think like him, be the kind of officer that he is.
johnny thinks i'm totally crazy over him (even though tt guy is 10 years older than me). maybe i am, coz i know i'm in love with his mind.
but tt's for another day. if anything, spf has a hell lot of eye candy. i told the guys my plans for the future which include staying single and devoting all my life to my cases. eye candy with no committment should be more than enough for me.
besides like johnny says... there's always ONS. ;)
well.........
ok. for now, pictures:
above: me and johnny. again. this time at echo division.
above: ivan, me , johnny, leng lee.
above: sama sama.
cheers.
i'd say more, but i'm too tired to blog out more. haven't slept more than 8 hours in 2 days. btw, watched both mr. and mrs. smith and batman begins. johnny and i fell asleep during the former. for the latter, expect to watch an action blockbuster and your expectations will be surpassed.
and what on earth is 'tao2 hua1 yun4'? johnny and ivan have been saying tt to me all day. ARGH.
# posted by Kitana @ 6/17/2005 10:51:00 PM 
