Monday, September 26, 2005
stricken by a wave of guilt. tried to study but i stared at my book for the longest time and the words danced around before my eyes without meaning. asked to dinner, and i accepted, and i fear what i might be getting myself into. i'm tired of the barrier between myself and the locals and the cultural differences tt translate into a gaping nexus tt i'm just too fucking sick of trying to breach and running up against a glass wall again and again and again. walked over to gage to find eileen tonight, because she seems like the only person here tt i can talk to now. the only person who will understand, who i can trust, who won't judge, who i can see. fuck it. i guess we both ended up depressing each other. but misery loves company. ain't tt how the song goes?
"what is real or just a dream?"
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
"what is real or just a dream?"
# posted by Kitana @ 9/26/2005 05:16:00 PM 
