absolutum dominium

Blonde on Blonde -
Nada Surf

cats and dogs are coming down
14th street is gonna drown
everyone else rushing round

i've got blonde on blonde
on my portable stereo
it's a lullaby
from a giant golden radio

i've got no time i wanna lose
to people with something to prove
what can you do but let them talk
and make your way down the block

i've got blonde on blonde
on my portable stereo
it's a lullaby
from a giant golden radio

it's a lullaby
from wonder-woman's radio

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i'm tired, both physically and emotionally. i'm upset and i wish i could just blog it out, but on the other hand i'm too tired and i just don't wish to say anything else for now.

i thank god for my girls.

i was passing by boat quay and the singapore river, and i realised tt i shall never row there ever again. shall never see penny black's and coffee bean from within the river, never see the steps of uob from within the river, never experience the sound of the horn and the cheers and the screams and the sheer mindless adrenalin of rowing in a boat in the singapore river.

the river regatta has ended for me.

but my greatest memories will come from the sea beyond the esplanade bridge.

i have a purpose. if i am to overcome my troubles, submerge my burdens and rid myself of all the baggage, i shall do so by throwing myself into the one thing i love.