Wednesday, January 25, 2006
i started rebelling when i was 11.
against expectations, both societal and parental, against the norms, against everything tt i had had to accept as true.
i thought tt i was rebelling a search for who i truly was.
but the fact is, even now, i have never stopped rebelling.
i am anti-establishment when people are pro-establishment, but i rebel against anti-establishment when a place is of tt nature. i rebel against concepts of freedom when we are given too much, when otherwise i would have pushed for more freedom. i even rebel against what i considered the fundamentals of my identity.
is it because, even after all these years, i still haven't found myself?
or is it because rebellion has simply become an inherent part of who i am?
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
against expectations, both societal and parental, against the norms, against everything tt i had had to accept as true.
i thought tt i was rebelling a search for who i truly was.
but the fact is, even now, i have never stopped rebelling.
i am anti-establishment when people are pro-establishment, but i rebel against anti-establishment when a place is of tt nature. i rebel against concepts of freedom when we are given too much, when otherwise i would have pushed for more freedom. i even rebel against what i considered the fundamentals of my identity.
is it because, even after all these years, i still haven't found myself?
or is it because rebellion has simply become an inherent part of who i am?
# posted by Kitana @ 1/25/2006 01:43:00 PM 
