absolutum dominium

i can't wait to meet you tomorrow.

i don't know how this could have happened since i never expected it, and i know i'm making too big a fucking deal out of it. but i'm excited.

it wasn't tt long tt i spent alone with you. 10 - 15 min at most? and usually i wouldn't have anything to say coz i know i'm a damn private person, and i don't like sharing my life with people i barely know. esp someone whom i think i should be wary of.

and then it came out of the blue. you'd said a few things but you'd never mentioned it to us.

"my girl died on me."

and your voice cracked, just a little.

and maybe you didn't notice, but i did. i notice little things.

i'm a looks kinda person. i like eye candy. but this time it's not about the looks anymore.

i like the sense of humour. i like the intelligence. i like the way you can engage me intellectually. i like the way our philosophies tend to be so similar. and you make me laugh.

i think i'm gone gone gone.