absolutum dominium

it snowed in montreal today.

and it rained in all of ontario today, including toronto.

am currently at vanessa's place. she has a lovely apartment. and she's been so perfect to me, walking me and taking me around, letting me have access to her stuff, her place, and her time even when it's raining so heavily and we're getting soaked to the bone, and introducing me to really good and filling jap food @ sushi on bloors.

tomorrow i start touring the city.

funny is how in spite of all this, all tt happiness and excitement can be dampened by a single sentence:

"i'm not thinking about anything anymore."

you know what?

i don't think we are going to last.