absolutum dominium

i'm just skipping classes. blaming the weather. but frankly my dear, the real reason is tt i don't give a damn.

cloudy with light rain and 7 degree temperature. means i haven't run in a week. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. i feel v frustrated when i don't run. makes me feel both grotesquely fat and unfit. especially since my appetite doesn't decrease. i hope the weather clears up tomorrow pleeeeeaaaasssseeeee... i cannot go through another day like this. SIGH.

i haven't gone to school for 2 days already. my excuse is tt i'm trying to do my paper. well. and the weather. the cold and wet and wind is a huge deterrent to lessons. but yeah, who am i kidding? i'm doing everything but my goddamn paper. surfing the web, blog-voyeuring, chatting and now... blogging... i know i know. i don't have my priorities right at all.

don't leave my room at all except... to eat! of course.

had belgian waffles for breakfast. belgian waffles with strawberry sauce and fresh whipped cream.

and to think in singapore i used to have huge huge huge waffle cravings. now it seems i'm eating waffles at least 3 times a week. it's either waffles or pancakes or cinnamon buns or donuts or eggs benedict. yesterday my breakfast was a turket bacon cheese and egg sandwich on a crunchy croissant bun.

and for lunch i had vegetable chowder with something called 'beef dip', which is essentially slices of grilled beef topped with grilled mushrooms and with a thick bouvril-like beef-based gravy drizzled over a hot dog bun. tt was really meaty but yummy. ooh. and curly fries. the curly fries today were really good coz they were freshly deep-fried. all crispy and fresh and great with bbq sauce. and i topped it off with a root beer float and cookie-dough ice-cream (they ran out of vanilla) and a nanaimo bar.

k. i feel like i'm just vegetating and indulging in hedonistic behaviour.

fuck.

and i am irritated. will i ever be getting my damned watch back?