Monday, April 25, 2005
pig
i'm a freaking pig!!! KNN CCB!!! argh. dammit man. come back from yih to sleep in hall, fucking SLEEP from 4pm to past 7pm again!!! wth man. wth. can't even go and run coz tt damn route has to be run in daylight, seeing how dark it can fucking get at night.
i'm SO pissed with myself. i'm fat, unhealthy, my running is deproving with every day i not run, and i have a jelly belly. *sigh sigh sigh*
and i'm dead for public law. i don't know HOW THE HELL i am going to finish studying like this.
btw, just a general note: it's about priorities. what's important to you. sometimes you tend to put certain things before others, but my personal preference is to put friends first, if they really are that close to you. true that they may not always be in the right and it's no secret that we're all just really fucked-up inside, but seriously think about it. maybe the priorities are just wrong right now, and it's no good to wait till you've lost something to realise tt.
and last note: it's abt self-respect. self-worth, self-dignity. for all my talk of confusion and helplessness and thinking thinking thinking, at the very least i know how i'm going to behave and what i'm going to do and what i'm not, because i respect myself too much to ever let anyone walk all over me.
so they can go fuck themselves, honestly.
and you should tell yourself that too, babe.
P.S. if you're wondering why my posts are so short, it's mainly because blogger doesn't inspire me to write the way xanga does. plus i'm quite screwed for time.
P.P.S. in light of the pets craze, i adopted a virtual pink puppy. you can feed her if you want. she lives at the bottom of my blog.
now playing: hotel costes - cafe de flor
i'm SO pissed with myself. i'm fat, unhealthy, my running is deproving with every day i not run, and i have a jelly belly. *sigh sigh sigh*
and i'm dead for public law. i don't know HOW THE HELL i am going to finish studying like this.
btw, just a general note: it's about priorities. what's important to you. sometimes you tend to put certain things before others, but my personal preference is to put friends first, if they really are that close to you. true that they may not always be in the right and it's no secret that we're all just really fucked-up inside, but seriously think about it. maybe the priorities are just wrong right now, and it's no good to wait till you've lost something to realise tt.
and last note: it's abt self-respect. self-worth, self-dignity. for all my talk of confusion and helplessness and thinking thinking thinking, at the very least i know how i'm going to behave and what i'm going to do and what i'm not, because i respect myself too much to ever let anyone walk all over me.
so they can go fuck themselves, honestly.
and you should tell yourself that too, babe.
P.S. if you're wondering why my posts are so short, it's mainly because blogger doesn't inspire me to write the way xanga does. plus i'm quite screwed for time.
P.P.S. in light of the pets craze, i adopted a virtual pink puppy. you can feed her if you want. she lives at the bottom of my blog.
# posted by Kitana @ 4/25/2005 08:01:00 PM 
